Hmm, the purpose for this blog is very simple! I miss my panda!

He's still sleeping!!! anyway, thanks for

1. appearing at my hse downstair and wait for me to come home with my dad.
2. while working, bought a warm tiramisu cake at the location when u are working! JUST FOR ME!!!! Keep up e good job! >.<

I love u!!!! and I will reciprocate by buying u this panda some BAMBOO to chew on!!!

HAHAHAH... so nice of me!!!

P.S: SFL--> u dun"SICK" here and "SICK" there hor! later i not ard, u will cry!!! hmmf!!
FSM--> u dun come here "roll eyes" or "stare". Your power is not so high as mine!!! hahahahahah..
PXH--> MIA huh! later I throw all ur EDWARD stuff out den u know! *evil laughter*
The two POHs--> pls update ur blog, the miracle lazy blogger(ME) is already starting to blog more regularly. learn like me okies! be good!

lastly, panda! u r e most impt piority to me la! :) *Shy*

xoxo,
crazy but happy princess amuki!

okies. Siew mei, now i can totally understand ur feeling of losing ur blog entry before u could post it up. Cos granny accidentally touch the mouse and its gone!!! She den cheekily say, " Ai yo! so ke lian!" and walk off smugily. Where GOT SUCH GRANNY !!! hahaha....

Restart of blog entry:

Finally my first outing ever since I fell sick, was on the fateful day (friday 10th july). Its was an unexpected outing because panda decided to give me a surprise by buying 2 movie tickets the day before while he was out in town with his buddy. Thanks panda, good job~ hahaha... :P We met in the late afternoon, had a early Subway dinner and went shopping around to look for a bag so that he can bring to station. Headed to paragon then heeren and finally its time to catch our show!!!

Transformer two was great even though the plot was simple. You know, theres the good robots on earth, the bad robots coming to earth wanting to destroy earth, the good robots vs bad robots, the good ones won, but the ending tells u that there is part 3, with those to be continued kinda of scene. BUT, I think everyone should still go and watch the show because the show was filmed well and its interesting! Not forgetting, Megan fox's sexy looks and a cute butch of robots! I'm in love with megan fox too, panda!!!

Saturday, 11th July 2009

Today was a busy day. Because two of my sisters are celebrating their 21st birthday! The problem is, one is in Kovan and the other in Pasir Ris and both start in the evening! After I have prepared myself, I headed to Kovan to Fiona's house. Bus 81 was a long journey and I was glad to head down. Everyone(poly friends) shared to buy her a handbag that she picked herself! Due to the long journey, I was almost the last one to reach. I ate and saw alot of poly classmates that I haven seen for some time. Like bao cheng, han zhong, wilson, alex, and daniel.. Not forgetting the two other sisters, Lydia and Jia wen! Hui ling couldnt make it due to school. Fiona invited her beau and they really have couple faces! :) so Sweet!!! Catering was great, cake was fantastic, and with her relatives and friends all around, she is one happy gal! Her elder sister and brother-in-law is so funny!

Hey gal, Happy 21st birthday once again! Keep that mega wide smile of urs and wish all the best in everything you do or wish for!!! I had a great time! :D

Left about 9.30pm and daddy fetch me to Pasir Ris Park to find yvonne aka black bird bbq pit! Daddy see the pit located at so ulu so decided to bring me along with yi tze to find her pit. Lucky they come with me because first, its really unsafe to walk alone from Carpark C to pit 28 and its far! But the last reason(most impt reason), while we walk it rains heavily suddenly. Equipped with only one umbrella, my daddy tried to squeeze all three of us in. I called von and decided that they will meet at hui's hse since its late already. but von need to go home put things down first. So three of us had to walk back! It  must have been a funny scene but I love every moment(though yucky)! Because, daddy (afraid that I will sick again since I just recovered) protected my head and most of me with his arms ard my head and yi tze at the side squeezing. I felt so heartwarming! :D I love these family moments!

After what seem a decade, shoes are utterly wet and body too, we managed to get back into the car. Then as daddy drives out, the heavy downpour stopped out of a sudden. I was like stunned. hahaha... anyways, headed home, bathed and went to hui house because I wanna wishe B.bird HAPPY BIRTHDAY~ 

von, joe and darryl came by after awhile at hui house, and watched cable tv. I keep taking photos(kanna chi chi threaten -.-) haha..cos i keep takin her photos and thats because she has the funniest face among all of us. :P

Darryl brought the drinking snake and ladder game. And as usual, only b.bird, von ong, hui drink the vodka that b.bird aunt bought for her while me, darryl, angeline drink green tea. hahaha.. its so funny that hui and chi wan always so unlucky always kanna the double shot column. hahaha... and the ultimate loser was still chi wan and von ong. but chi wan got to down those shots like damn lot(i lost count how many cups). Then Chi wan and I had to went home earlier so we left abt 2.30am. (Kanna granny scolding)... hahaha...

Alrights, will update again! till then, ciao!

xoxo, amuki  



 

I was so looking forward to sunday lo, cos suppose to celebrate Sok Miang's Birthday with Yip sin and Shimin.My girls outing. :( I had to last minute cancelled my attendence  because I was running a higher fever and my granny plus daddy refused to let me go out. I decided not to go cause i need to be social responsible! (Im so sweet right? hahahaha.. *PUKE) Im sorry gals!

As the day passed, my temperature went from 38.6 to 38.8 to a soaring 39.1 degrees after I drink ling yang and eating medicine and all the sleeping. I am so freak out, everything is in a daze, i dun really talk and I can seriously faint at any moment. My eyes feels like burning, head and body aches and Im becoming a "jelly". Imagine, u feeling hot inside, but cold on e outside. I cant even decide if I want the fan to be on or not.

First time in my entire 21 years of my life to run such high(applies to me only la) fever.

At night, I ate another dose of medicine and the fever slowly seem to subside. Yesterday sleep wasnt so peaceful, keep dreaming nightmare, woke up several times the whole night.

I heart my granny. She wakes up several times to touch my forehead to see if my temperature is running high. She wipe my face when I broke out in sweat. This morning she ask me to hug her as she feel my head again. Then she casually commented that:" Luckily your fever going down, yesterday nv talk at all, I so scare you fever too high burn your head till make u mute" I know she actually really scare and becos of that I love her even more.

Im feeling better now, that explains why im online. I think my body is weak lo. I really cannot stay up late one. or else will fall sick. arrgh.. granny say bring me go see chinese medicine doctor soon. I need to bulid up my immune system. JIa yo!

P.S: I think i lose weight again after the fever. As usual, each time i fever, I tends to lose some weight. Its so unhealthy. Like what granny say, My face is green green(translate into chinese to understand).

head pain liao,ciao!

xoxo,
amuki 






 

I wish I have just a $1,000,000.00. Im nt greedy. I would pay all e necessary stuff and leave e rest in e bank to accumulate e money for my family.

I wanted to post a lot of "I wish.." posting. But i stopped. I dun wanna wish no more. I need to do something about it. I want my strong willpower that was lost to come back. My drive to do things. Im not being me. Im not being Yi Ting. Im just being a live zombie.

I need to have my goals and drive back.

I may be small in size. I may be always giving in cos i dun like to fight or argue. But I have tolerated enough. U r not worth it. I am so disappointed in u and disgusted by ur childish acts. Goodness sake, never seen anyone so thick skinned.

Another thing, I would like to take a step back in my life now. Reorganised, charge and go for it. But right now, I do not want to tell anyone about it. Cos Im gonna change the way u look at me. No any intentions to anyone. But im gonna be a confident, not bimbotic person. I always appear to do all e stupid acts is because I love to see e ppl ard smile and laugh.It doesnt mean that Im like a bimbo. I dun mind being e clown but certainly I need to stop at some time. Like now.

The greatest hurdle now is myself. I need to do something now. 2010. My deadline. Strive.

2nd May 2009(Sat)
Had my SAT exam and boy, is the exam fast or what? i'm to used to the exams set by Singapore, that I still attempt to do every question(SAT minus 1/4 marks for each wrong question). AND, the worst thing is, I barely have 1 min for each qns~

But Im glad I finished the paper!

2rd May 2009(Sun)
Meet up with yip sin, shi min and sok miang for a lunch after my trip at tis japanese restaurant(opps...i cant rmb the name)  in tampines swimming complex there. It was fun able to talk to them and catch up...

In the evening, I went to Si Hui's 21st Birthday BBQ party. The theme was red and black party so i wore all black and a red sandals just for u, POH WATERMELON(u noe what i mean)! Its was great catching up and we wanted to give her a good ole-smashing time with the cake (a must have tradition) but auntie(her mum) say dun waste cake so we decide to be good for just tis time.U would nt be so lucky the next year! Watch out!

10th May 2009(Sun)
Happy Mother's day (and for me, granny's day too!) Dad drove us to eat at vivocity Sushi Tei to celebrate Mother's day for my granny!!! And when taking photos, daddy wanted to do a retarded face(OMB, only my dad do such funny stuff).

15th May 2009(Fri)
Head over to Muran's 21st Birthday Chalet at DTE, I miss her and her mummy. Auntie was talking to me and boy, she say she wouldnt recognise me if we walk past each other on the street. Hahaha.. so long nv go her house liao... Saw her family, bf and cousins, esss friends and her poly friends. Was superbe happy because I REALLY nv see her for so long. so we had our  lil girl's talk, and catch up time with sandy, biee,jessica and Chong yong. It made me realise how time flies, from Secondary school days to now..

16th May 2009(Sat)
A very special day. Its panda and princess one year day!!! went out to marina square to eat japanese food(thrice in this month) and wanted to watch movie at vivo but no timeslot so we went shopping at daiso, blah blah blah and decided to take the super long bus 65 trip back to tampines for more talking time! I baked his fav CNY kueh called, kueh buloh and wrap it up . My first attempt, not bad la hor?

He bought me a black dress and its very pretty!!!

Thanks panda!

22nd May 2009(Fri)
Headed over to Linda's Mama + Jocelyn's birthday chalet at ACC. It was fun and basically kinda of a reunion cos i didnt see all of them since i quit. Chated with cheryl, doreen, ben, linda, jocelyn, jeffrey and others...Jocelyn send me and ben home abt 1 plus am...

23rd May 2009(Sat)
Went to meet the girls to discuss and register for the CLEO challenge at 201 mac. After which, i head over to alvaric's house to help XH pack her stuff to move over to the new place. den end up we read the mag and decided last min to go clubbing with SM too. FL cannt come(nvm la, dun be sad! Next time kk!) Went to this place called REBEL n i saw some FB ppl and my sec school friend. haha. i was so slpy la no choice, cos it past my sleeping time....

29th May 2009(Fri)
I attended Si Hui's graduation ceremony at none other than, NYP! haha.. the feeling is very funny and strong at the same time. Cos last year, i was attending as a graduating student.But tis time, as a best friend, so watching the whole thing re-enacted makes me think alot about what i have done so far and all the emo feelings come out! haha.. anyway, its was great to see her graduate and I left after the ceremony to join in the k-session with FL,SM and XH at top one. Im the last one to reach haha,but no choice ma, got to rush from NYP to bugis ma. Sing until all no voice and i separated from the girls to meet my poly mates. Went to Plaze Singapura to wait for Lydia, fiona, Hui ling, Jia wen to reach after their work. We ate at Manhatten's fish market and boy, the service was great and the food as well(except for the oily part). It was great meeting them cos i didnt see them all since last year i think! Tat day alot of ppl celebrate their birthday la, the table opposite us, and the big group of boys. BUT what was unexpected was, the SURPRISE! they suddenly come over give us cake.

Me to jia wen: wow. help them write comments got free cake sia!
everyone:HAPPY BIRTHDAY to U ... to yi ting...!
Me: its for me? but how come the staff noe my birthday?

it took me awhile to realise that it was my friends who really give me such a big surprise to celebrate my birthday for me! SO SWEET right! Love u girls!!! MUACKS! hahaha.. no wonder fiona keep saying, so sad right if ppl birthday then they see other ppl got cake(cos e staff bluff e table opposite us pretend to give the big group of boys the cake but end up give them, den the big group of boys actual got someone who is celebrating his birthday as well.)* nt sure u understand but i dun care. cos im too hyped up, to re read everything!

30th & 31st May 2009(Sat)
Worked for Wang Heng's Brother Event at Jurong Safra( thank you siew mei). We jus need to help with registration for kids colouring contest and family treasure hunt). Help give out balloons(FUN!) and blow and risk of getting bursting balloons in ur face(due to uncouth singaporeans and e lighting). it was very fun and i enjoyed myself...

Thats all for May posting in a go! haha.. will upload the photos soon!:)
 

study- its still at starting line. i have made some progress. :) *beaming*

life- quite ironical. a committee in workhealth program to promote a balance btw work & life(health), bt im a failed case of a work= life=health. trying recently hard to attained a balance, will attain soon. deadline: 1st May 2009 (clue: its link with the "work" segment.)

I shall write my resolution for 2009(though its kinda of late i noe. heehee) for the next entry.

I heart 3 besties. thanks for the unspoken encouragements and love u shown to me to be stronger !

xoxo,
amuki

im lost.

i am still at work.

everything is a mess. everyone is just so using me and blaming me.

im starting to self doubt.

maybe i cant make it for this job.

probably i m lousy at this job.

perhaps i m freaking useless in my whole life.

doubt that im clever or smart.

certain that im stupid and good to make use of.

why am i even existing on earth- oh what a good-for-nothing.

thinking positive seems to get harder day by day.

im tired of thinking positive.

i need to stop self-deciving that the world gonna turn better.

i cant stand up strong anymore.

i need to stop feeling that frustration in my heart, anxiety in my brain and tensed up muscles.

i have to stop that river from flowing.

i dislike to be a burden to everyone.

i hate ppl to stop trusting me.

i freaking hate ppl ordering me.

u guys freaking get lost.








i need room to breathe. 
god, can you please give me guidance.
please.

Was reading this particular article and thot that Knight Kiplinger, the editor-in-chief of Kipinger.com quote was really inspiring. And i thot its kinda of good to share with you guys. cause there's a saying that goes "good things are meant to be shared"

 "Your own financial security depends far more than you may think on the financial, physical and spiritual health of others in your community, our nation, our world. When you share your good fortune by donating your money, time and talent to charity, you help create a stronger economy and a healthier, safer world."

today had to attend union meeting and got a free ride(plus free mocktail+chocolates+strawberries*Yummy*) on Singapore Flyer. :) was quite spectacular, trust that the view would be even better once the F1 race track and IR are ready. Some pics i took while high up in the clear blue sky. 

colleague: look, you are now way higher than the helicopter!
me: wow~ im taller than a helicopter for the first time in my life!
colleague: *jaw dropping + DUH look on his face -.-"


me n cheryl



capsule and away~



damn cool rite

the upcoming IR



i can see the esplanade~

the kind of pic u see on spore postcard

additional bonus: spore expressway with cars. DUH!

till then. ciao! :D